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Each affects the other, and the other affects the next, and the world is full of stories, but the stories are all one.

― Mitch Albom (via psych-quotes)

I turned 24 two days ago and for the last 3 nights all I’ve done is get drunk. Again, here I am sitting around drinking a few beers, knowing that I won’t be able to fall asleep again till 4 or 5 am. Thinking about everything I need to get done and trying to figure out how to do it.

Was out with some friends last night to celebrate and I ran into a few people I hadn’t seen since high school, co-workers from Express, and people I didn’t expect to run into anytime soon. While speaking to one of my co-workers, we had a brief conversation about a girl. His words were “get over her. I’m telling you man and it’s clear that she isn’t into you at all. Here, take my friend out to dance…” and that was that. I didn’t take her out to dance though, I wasn’t really in the mood. He’s right though, it really couldn’t be clearer as she blew me off as if she’d never met me.

But now all I can think of is how to finish school and find a good paying job that I’d actually enjoy doing. Not really thinking of girls or relationships; maybe just the occasional fling. But I don’t want pointless, meaningless relationships either. I’m complicated, and I make my own life complicated. I complicate everything, even when things are relatively easy.

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